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Novagloss POV:
The girls were waiting for guys to come over their dorm since Yerin suggested that this would be more comfortable than to meet at studio. All the girls had something to do whole day: Ellie had been cleaning rooms with Yerin while two oldest, Nana and Sujin went to shop to buy groceries and making dinner. Angel went to buy cd's and buy some games, called the boys to ask when they will arrive and make sure that cd-player, television and other stuff that they will need during the night will work.
After 7PM all the boys arrived. They bought some things with them and then the group started to eat. At first everyone were awkward and didn't say anything but suddenly Yerin started to speak.
Yerin's POV:
,,Well, to stop being awkward I want, I mean, we - Taemin and I - want to tell you something,'' I smiled when others stopped eating their food and continued “We’re dating.''
,,Yeah.'' Taemin said smiling, and took my hand.
,,Congratulations,’ said Key and patted hands with Taemin.
,,Yeah, cool. It's good to hear such good news.'' Nana came and hugged me. Actually, I expected something lot worse.
,,So, what are we gonna do now?'' I asked after all the congratulations ended.
,,Should we play something?'' Taemin asked.
,, Sure, why not. But what?'' Onew asked.
,,Well, we got cards, we can play truth or dare and the song guessing game,'' Nana said.
,,We have our own way of this game,'' Sujin spoke quickly.
,,How you play this game then?'' Key mimicked Sujin’s pace.
,,Well, first one plays one song from computer and then others have to guess what song this is. We do it with, like, 20 songs, and who guesses the least amount of songs has to make dinner the next day. But since you guys are with us we should make this game funnier. Let's make pairs, since we already have one couple, they can play the songs. Others have to make pairs and the losing pair has to pretend they are couple for 3 days.'' Sujin said to everyone‘s approval.
The pairs were Ellie and Minho, Sujin and Jonghyun, Key and Nana and Angel and Onew. At the end of the game, Key and Nana pair won with 7 guesses. After them came Ellie and Minho with 6 right answers, Sujin and Jonghyun got 4 right answers and Angel and Onew had to pretend to be a couple for 3 days because they lost since they only got 3 points. So after that they did some introducing stuff with Angel doing her sarcastic comment like always and all the girls laughed since the SHINee guys don't know her that much yet, they don't understand.
Nana's POV:
All the things we did turned out very successfully with thanks to the Yemin couple. The boys left after midnight and after that we did some cleaning and went to sleep. In the morning I had to be the first one waking up. After sleeping 6 hours our manager called me and said that we have to be in studio by 8AM. I washed myself and started to wake up the girls.
First I told Yerin to wake up since she's the one who wakes up very easily, then I started to wake up Ellie and Sujin. Angel was the last one since it's really hard to get her wake up. I even told Yerin to wake her up because I had to make breakfast.
We arrived exactly at 8AM and went to the studio right after. Our coreographer Casey told us to change clothes because we are going to dance our current dance moves and then we are going to learn our next song steps. It took a long time because these new moves were really hard to do, but we were all cheering each other up so that we could make it.
We ended dancing after 4PM and Casey told us to come back tomorrow. After washing and changing clothes we went to other studio because now we had to practice our songs again. We were going to release single at the end of the week and we wanted to make it perfect.
After going back to the dorm, Ellie told me that she wanted to talk with me and that it was something related to Suhoon. She had a serious face that I got scared for a moment. I told her that I would talk with her after taking a nap. Ellie told me to wake up when it was midnight, when everyone else was asleep. She asked me to sit down on a sofa, so I did.
,,Nana, unnie, I have something to tell you. I promised to Mika not to tell you about that but I think you should know,'' she started.
,,Yeah? What is it?'' I asked, being curious.
,,Suhoon, he has a girlfriend,'' she spoke quietly. ,,…and he knows that you like him. He realized that quite some time ago, but didn't show it off. I thought that he didn't know but he told me two days ago. I met his girlfriend then, too. I wanted to tell you earlier but we were busy and I didn't want to make you angry.''
I could see her asking for forgiveness in her eyes but upon hearing this, tears started to drop from my eyes.
,,Ah, is that so? Well, I'm... I'm happy that you told me about this,'' I told her and left for my room.
Ellie's POV:
I was waiting whole day to tell unnie about Suhoon and Lizzy. I was scared about her feelings, about everything. Will she start hating me after this or how our relationship is going to be after this conversation, but Angel came to talk with me.
,,I saw you with your brother and that girl when you were at cafe,'' she said.
,,What?''
,,Is that girl Suhoon's girlfriend? If I'm right then you should tell to unnie,''
,,I'm going to tell her today. Later,''
,,I hope you do. I don't want to see her suffer more than she already does, okay?''
,,I already told that I'm going to tell her today. What part of the sentence don't you understand?'' I shouted.
,Calm down and don't talk like this with me,'' she told me and left. I was angry at her. I already told her that I'm going to tell Nana about Suhoon and Lizzy relationship today and she has to tell me again that I have to do that.
I told Nana that I had to talk to her about Suhoon. She told me that we should talk later because she needed some sleep so I waited until midnight, when everyone went to sleep, and woke her up. We went to living room and I told her to sit on sofa as I did the same. At first I was quiet because I was so scared but she asked me to say what I had to tell her.
,,Nana, unnie, I have something to tell you. I promised to Mika not to tell you about that but I think you should know,'' I started
,,Yeah? What is it?''she asked, being curious. I bet she was thinking that I was going to tell her some good news.
,,Suhoon, he has a girlfriend,'' I spoke quietly. ,,…and he knows that you like him. He realized that quite some time ago, but didn't show it off. I thought that he didn’t know but he told me that two days ago. I met his girlfriend then, too. I wanted to tell you earlier but we were busy and I didn't want to make you angry.'' She could see from my eyes that I begged for forgiveness because of not telling the truth before and let her suffer like this.
,,Ah, is that so? Well, I'm...I'm happy that you told me about this.'' she told me and left for her room. I went to my bed as well, thinking that I should've told her before and how were we going to act after this.
Some days later we still didn’t talk much. Or, I should say that we didn't talk at all. She was mad at me. When we needed to wake up, she told someone else to do it. I felt guilty, everyday seeing her mad at me, not even looking at my eyes and not answering my questions. Acting like I wasn't even there. I told her that I was sorry and I know I should have told her about it before but she didn't listen me at all. I didn't know what to do so I just ran away. I knew I shouldn't do it, I should be over this. I packed some things and left during the night. I wrote a letter before leaving and put it on the kitchen table so someone could find it.
Angel's POV:
I got to know that Ellie told Nana about Suhoon's relationship thanks to the way Nana treated our maknae. Ellie tried to apologize, talk to her, tell her how sorry she was, but Nana acted like Ellie wasn't there. I could hear Ellie crying every time she was alone. She felt guilty. I wanted to tell her that Nana will get over of this, but I somehow felt like it's little bit her fault as well. Even if Suhoon told her not to tell anything to Nana, she should have
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Days passed by, Ellie tried to talk with Nana but she refused every time. Then, one morning, Ellie wasn't in her room, her suitcase was gone, pictures of us were gone and there was a letter on the kitchen table. She wrote that how sorry she was, and she won't ever do that again. She can't do that because she won't be with us anymore. She is going to go somewhere where nobody can find her. She didn't wanted to be found.
I told everyone who was still sleeping, somehow I was the first one who woke up, that they have to wake up, saying that we have to talk about something really important and to gather in the kitchen.
,,Where is Ellie then? If it's really important why isn't she here yet?'' Sujin yawned.
,,That's what I wanted to talk about. She ran away,'' I said to them.
,,WHAT?''Sujin was fully awake now.
,,I think she left while we were sleeping. She left us this letter saying how sorry she is and that this is not going to happen again because she won't be coming back,'' I said.
,,Nana, it's your fault! Ellie told you how sorry she was and you should have known what rejection does to her. I hope she doesn't hurt herself,'' Yerin attacked Nana.
,,She should have told me before and not let me suffer like this!'' Nana screamed as well.
,,You know how much she loves her brother. You should be happy that she told you 2 days after getting to know not 2 weeks or worse, 2 months! She's just a teenager, she doesn't know what to do, like me sometimes! And as a leader, you should understand her. Now it looks like you didn't do your job well.'' Yerin shouted and left the room. She was the closest with Ellie since they both trained together and are the same age.
Everyone else were quiet now, but after 5 minutes Yerin came out of her room, fully dressed, speaking on her phone.
,,Where are you going?'' Sujin asked.
,,I'm going to find her. Looks like none of you have been thinking about doing the same.'' she told us and left the dorm.
Now us three went to change clothes and started to go around the city to find Ellie.
Sujin's POV:
Things have been going very bad lately. We found out that Nana wouldn’t talk with Ellie because she kept secret about Suhoon dating with other girl for 2 days, and now Ellie ran away. I have to call to Mika since Nana won't do it, and tell him what’s going on.
,,Hello, it's Han Sujin. Can I talk with Lee Suhoon?'' I asked the woman who answered Mika's phone.
,,Ofcourse, I’ll call him,'' woman answered and I heard her calling Suhoon's name.
,,Hello. Lee Suhoon is listening,'' he answered.
,,Hey, it's me, Sujin. I gotta ask you something,''
,,Hey, ask then,''
,,Can it be that Minhee is with you right now?''
,,No, why do you ask?''
,,Well, she ran away from our dorm and I was thinking maybe she's with you,''
,,WHAT? Why did she run away?''
,,Well, Minhee told Nana that you were dating, Nana got mad and didn't talk to her for a while. So, since we all know that how Minhee feels after so being rejected, she ran away,''
,,Aish, that little girl. Do you have any idea where she could be?''
,,Me? I thought you’d know since you're her brother,''
,,Ah, yeah. I'm going to help you to find her. Where are you right now?''
,,I'm in front of your dorm. Are you here?''
,,Yeah, i'll be down in a minute.''
So, then we started to walk through the town we to find her. I tried to call her as well Mika, but she only answered Mika's call. We got to know that she was at their parents old home. We took the bus and went there to see her sat at the front of house, shivering. It was already really cold outside. Mika nagged at Ellie because of running away and then we went to the cafe to order tea for Ellie. I called the other members and told that we found Minhee and where we are. Yerin was the first one who arrived. She ran towards Ellie and hugged her, wanting to never let go.
,,Silly girl, why you did that?'' it was retorical question. Minhee looked at her, trying to smile but couldn’t. Then came Angel with Nana but as soon as Nana saw Mika, she started to walk away. Mika ran to her and yelled at her but Nana just cried, trying to leave, but Mika didn't let her.
,,Let her go!'' I said
,,What?'' he asked me.
,,I said let her go. Are you even better than her? You knew about her feelings and played with them, winking sometimes. I saw that. How long did you expect this would have been going? Angel saw you with Ellie and that girl that day. If it wasn't Ellie, then Angel would have done told he. So let her go.'' I yelled at Suhoon and he let Nana go. Then I just hugged her.
,,Do you want to go back to the dorm?'' I asked
,,Ah, no, I'm going to see my friend. I need to talk with him. Apologize at Ellie for me please.'' she said and left.
