4.
Novagloss POV:
The girls were waiting for guys to come over their dorm since Yerin suggested that this would be more comfortable than to meet at studio. All the girls had something to do whole day: Ellie had been cleaning rooms with Yerin while two oldest, Nana and Sujin went to shop to buy groceries and making dinner. Angel went to buy cd's and buy some games, called the boys to ask when they will arrive and make sure that cd-player, television and other stuff that they will need during the night will work.
After 7PM all the boys arrived. They bought some things with them and then the group started to eat. At first everyone were awkward and didn't say anything but suddenly Yerin started to speak.
Yerin's POV:
,,Well, to stop being awkward I want, I mean, we - Taemin and I - want to tell you something,'' I smiled when others stopped eating their food and continued “We’re dating.''
,,Yeah.'' Taemin said smiling, and took my hand.
,,Congratulations,’ said Key and patted hands with Taemin.
,,Yeah, cool. It's good to hear such good news.'' Nana came and hugged me. Actually, I expected something lot worse.
,,So, what are we gonna do now?'' I asked after all the congratulations ended.
,,Should we play something?'' Taemin asked.
,, Sure, why not. But what?'' Onew asked.
,,Well, we got cards, we can play truth or dare and the song guessing game,'' Nana said.
,,We have our own way of this game,'' Sujin spoke quickly.
,,How you play this game then?'' Key mimicked Sujin’s pace.
,,Well, first one plays one song from computer and then others have to guess what song this is. We do it with, like, 20 songs, and who guesses the least amount of songs has to make dinner the next day. But since you guys are with us we should make this game funnier. Let's make pairs, since we already have one couple, they can play the songs. Others have to make pairs and the losing pair has to pretend they are couple for 3 days.'' Sujin said to everyone‘s approval.
The pairs were Ellie and Minho, Sujin and Jonghyun, Key and Nana and Angel and Onew. At the end of the game, Key and Nana pair won with 7 guesses. After them came Ellie and Minho with 6 right answers, Sujin and Jonghyun got 4 right answers and Angel and Onew had to pretend to be a couple for 3 days because they lost since they only got 3 points. So after that they did some introducing stuff with Angel doing her sarcastic comment like always and all the girls laughed since the SHINee guys don't know her that much yet, they don't understand.
Nana's POV:
All the things we did turned out very successfully with thanks to the Yemin couple. The boys left after midnight and after that we did some cleaning and went to sleep. In the morning I had to be the first one waking up. After sleeping 6 hours our manager called me and said that we have to be in studio by 8AM. I washed myself and started to wake up the girls.
First I told Yerin to wake up since she's the one who wakes up very easily, then I started to wake up Ellie and Sujin. Angel was the last one since it's really hard to get her wake up. I even told Yerin to wake her up because I had to make breakfast.
We arrived exactly at 8AM and went to the studio right after. Our coreographer Casey told us to change clothes because we are going to dance our current dance moves and then we are going to learn our next song steps. It took a long time because these new moves were really hard to do, but we were all cheering each other up so that we could make it.
We ended dancing after 4PM and Casey told us to come back tomorrow. After washing and changing clothes we went to other studio because now we had to practice our songs again. We were going to release single at the end of the week and we wanted to make it perfect.
After going back to the dorm, Ellie told me that she wanted to talk with me and that it was something related to Suhoon. She had a serious face that I got scared for a moment. I told her that I would talk with her after taking a nap. Ellie told me to wake up when it was midnight, when everyone else was asleep. She asked me to sit down on a sofa, so I did.
,,Nana, unnie, I have something to tell you. I promised to Mika not to tell you about that but I think you should know,'' she started.
,,Yeah? What is it?'' I asked, being curious.
,,Suhoon, he has a girlfriend,'' she spoke quietly. ,,…and he knows that you like him. He realized that quite some time ago, but didn't show it off. I thought that he didn't know but he told me two days ago. I met his girlfriend then, too. I wanted to tell you earlier but we were busy and I didn't want to make you angry.''
I could see her asking for forgiveness in her eyes but upon hearing this, tears started to drop from my eyes.
,,Ah, is that so? Well, I'm... I'm happy that you told me about this,'' I told her and left for my room.
Ellie's POV:
I was waiting whole day to tell unnie about Suhoon and Lizzy. I was scared about her feelings, about everything. Will she start hating me after this or how our relationship is going to be after this conversation, but Angel came to talk with me.
,,I saw you with your brother and that girl when you were at cafe,'' she said.
,,What?''
,,Is that girl Suhoon's girlfriend? If I'm right then you should tell to unnie,''
,,I'm going to tell her today. Later,''
,,I hope you do. I don't want to see her suffer more than she already does, okay?''
,,I already told that I'm going to tell her today. What part of the sentence don't you understand?'' I shouted.
,Calm down and don't talk like this with me,'' she told me and left. I was angry at her. I already told her that I'm going to tell Nana about Suhoon and Lizzy relationship today and she has to tell me again that I have to do that.
I told Nana that I had to talk to her about Suhoon. She told me that we should talk later because she needed some sleep so I waited until midnight, when everyone went to sleep, and woke her up. We went to living room and I told her to sit on sofa as I did the same. At first I was quiet because I was so scared but she asked me to say what I had to tell her.
,,Nana, unnie, I have something to tell you. I promised to Mika not to tell you about that but I think you should know,'' I started
,,Yeah? What is it?''she asked, being curious. I bet she was thinking that I was going to tell her some good news.
,,Suhoon, he has a girlfriend,'' I spoke quietly. ,,…and he knows that you like him. He realized that quite some time ago, but didn't show it off. I thought that he didn’t know but he told me that two days ago. I met his girlfriend then, too. I wanted to tell you earlier but we were busy and I didn't want to make you angry.'' She could see from my eyes that I begged for forgiveness because of not telling the truth before and let her suffer like this.
,,Ah, is that so? Well, I'm...I'm happy that you told me about this.'' she told me and left for her room. I went to my bed as well, thinking that I should've told her before and how were we going to act after this.
Some days later we still didn’t talk much. Or, I should say that we didn't talk at all. She was mad at me. When we needed to wake up, she told someone else to do it. I felt guilty, everyday seeing her mad at me, not even looking at my eyes and not answering my questions. Acting like I wasn't even there. I told her that I was sorry and I know I should have told her about it before but she didn't listen me at all. I didn't know what to do so I just ran away. I knew I shouldn't do it, I should be over this. I packed some things and left during the night. I wrote a letter before leaving and put it on the kitchen table so someone could find it.
Angel's POV:
I got to know that Ellie told Nana about Suhoon's relationship thanks to the way Nana treated our maknae. Ellie tried to apologize, talk to her, tell her how sorry she was, but Nana acted like Ellie wasn't there. I could hear Ellie crying every time she was alone. She felt guilty. I wanted to tell her that Nana will get over of this, but I somehow felt like it's little bit her fault as well. Even if Suhoon told her not to tell anything to Nana, she should have
.
Days passed by, Ellie tried to talk with Nana but she refused every time. Then, one morning, Ellie wasn't in her room, her suitcase was gone, pictures of us were gone and there was a letter on the kitchen table. She wrote that how sorry she was, and she won't ever do that again. She can't do that because she won't be with us anymore. She is going to go somewhere where nobody can find her. She didn't wanted to be found.
I told everyone who was still sleeping, somehow I was the first one who woke up, that they have to wake up, saying that we have to talk about something really important and to gather in the kitchen.
,,Where is Ellie then? If it's really important why isn't she here yet?'' Sujin yawned.
,,That's what I wanted to talk about. She ran away,'' I said to them.
,,WHAT?''Sujin was fully awake now.
,,I think she left while we were sleeping. She left us this letter saying how sorry she is and that this is not going to happen again because she won't be coming back,'' I said.
,,Nana, it's your fault! Ellie told you how sorry she was and you should have known what rejection does to her. I hope she doesn't hurt herself,'' Yerin attacked Nana.
,,She should have told me before and not let me suffer like this!'' Nana screamed as well.
,,You know how much she loves her brother. You should be happy that she told you 2 days after getting to know not 2 weeks or worse, 2 months! She's just a teenager, she doesn't know what to do, like me sometimes! And as a leader, you should understand her. Now it looks like you didn't do your job well.'' Yerin shouted and left the room. She was the closest with Ellie since they both trained together and are the same age.
Everyone else were quiet now, but after 5 minutes Yerin came out of her room, fully dressed, speaking on her phone.
,,Where are you going?'' Sujin asked.
,,I'm going to find her. Looks like none of you have been thinking about doing the same.'' she told us and left the dorm.
Now us three went to change clothes and started to go around the city to find Ellie.
Sujin's POV:
Things have been going very bad lately. We found out that Nana wouldn’t talk with Ellie because she kept secret about Suhoon dating with other girl for 2 days, and now Ellie ran away. I have to call to Mika since Nana won't do it, and tell him what’s going on.
,,Hello, it's Han Sujin. Can I talk with Lee Suhoon?'' I asked the woman who answered Mika's phone.
,,Ofcourse, I’ll call him,'' woman answered and I heard her calling Suhoon's name.
,,Hello. Lee Suhoon is listening,'' he answered.
,,Hey, it's me, Sujin. I gotta ask you something,''
,,Hey, ask then,''
,,Can it be that Minhee is with you right now?''
,,No, why do you ask?''
,,Well, she ran away from our dorm and I was thinking maybe she's with you,''
,,WHAT? Why did she run away?''
,,Well, Minhee told Nana that you were dating, Nana got mad and didn't talk to her for a while. So, since we all know that how Minhee feels after so being rejected, she ran away,''
,,Aish, that little girl. Do you have any idea where she could be?''
,,Me? I thought you’d know since you're her brother,''
,,Ah, yeah. I'm going to help you to find her. Where are you right now?''
,,I'm in front of your dorm. Are you here?''
,,Yeah, i'll be down in a minute.''
So, then we started to walk through the town we to find her. I tried to call her as well Mika, but she only answered Mika's call. We got to know that she was at their parents old home. We took the bus and went there to see her sat at the front of house, shivering. It was already really cold outside. Mika nagged at Ellie because of running away and then we went to the cafe to order tea for Ellie. I called the other members and told that we found Minhee and where we are. Yerin was the first one who arrived. She ran towards Ellie and hugged her, wanting to never let go.
,,Silly girl, why you did that?'' it was retorical question. Minhee looked at her, trying to smile but couldn’t. Then came Angel with Nana but as soon as Nana saw Mika, she started to walk away. Mika ran to her and yelled at her but Nana just cried, trying to leave, but Mika didn't let her.
,,Let her go!'' I said
,,What?'' he asked me.
,,I said let her go. Are you even better than her? You knew about her feelings and played with them, winking sometimes. I saw that. How long did you expect this would have been going? Angel saw you with Ellie and that girl that day. If it wasn't Ellie, then Angel would have done told he. So let her go.'' I yelled at Suhoon and he let Nana go. Then I just hugged her.
,,Do you want to go back to the dorm?'' I asked
,,Ah, no, I'm going to see my friend. I need to talk with him. Apologize at Ellie for me please.'' she said and left.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, November 27, 2010
4.
Novagloss - Girl group that shines the most
Nana, Sujin, Angel, Yerin, Ellie
Next day.
Nana POV.
We were all busy dressing up because we were going to meet SHINee guys. Our company and SME wanted us to make song together. As 10-member group. But this is all for some charity that we get to know about later.
While we were dressing I saw how exited Yerin was because of our meeting with SHINee guys. I'm sure that other girls were too, I could see that thanks to their impression but Yerin, she was little bit different. I decided to go and ask her by myself.
,,Yerin, what's wrong?''I asked her
,,Everything is okay, unnie,''she said to me, so-so happily
Saturday, October 23, 2010
3.
2 days after Debut
Ellie's POV:
It was already 1PM when I had woken up. I was really tired because we had 2 shows earlier today. But I had to wake up now because I had promised Suhoon to meet his girlfriend, Phyllis, or Lizzy, as she liked to call herself. My brother told me that she was going to debut with her group next month. I already had met her two dongsaengs, but I never had chance to meet her. But meeting her in this situation... seeing not Nana, but her as my older brother's girlfriend is very sad. But maybe she's cool and I could talk with her, and maybe Nana and Suhoon could be friends.
I went to shower and dressed myself up. Short, white pants and a white top. I found a black jacket and asked Angel to give me her beautiful, white high heels. Sujin let me borrow her black bag, and I put some things on it and went out. I took a taxi and told the driver the address of a cafeteria, where I had planned to meet with my brother and Lizzy.
I was in front of the cafeteria when I saw them coming as well. I smiled and shouted,
"Hey Suhoon!" They came to me and I bowed 90-degrees. Lizzy was smiling.
"Hello, I'm Suhoon's younger sister, Minhee, or you can call me Ellie," I was smiling at her.
"Hey Ellie. I'm Lizzy. Or Phyllis, call me what you wish. I'm Suhoon's girlfriend." She bowed to me as well.
"Well, let's go in then," Suhoon said after a short pause and we all went into the cafeteria. Since I didn't eat anything before leaving the dorm, I took a salad and a glass of juice. They both ordered hot chocolates.
We talked a lot. Lizzy told me about her past. She really loves her parents and told us many good things about her. She even told me more about her group and asked me to support them. I started liking her more and more. But not more than Nana, who has to suffer because my brother told me to not tell anything to my unnie.
I left after they both told that they had to go. I went back to the dorm and realized that it was past 5PM already. The girls then told me that we had to go to practice. I changed my clothes quickly and then we left.
Yerin's POV:
I left the dorm before the girls could wake up. I didn't want to tell them that I was going on a date because I wasn't ready to tell them who I was dating. Since Nana is the leader, I'm sure she would be curious.
It was only 8AM and I was sitting on the park bench, waiting for him to come. After a few minutes, he came carrying flowers. He gave them to me and hugged me. He took my hand and we started walking.
"You know, Taemin, that I should tell my unnies and that you should tell your hyungs that we're dating," I was telling him when we stepped out of the park.
"Well, you know I want to tell my hyungs about you already. How we met 6 years ago and how much we love each other. You're the one who doesn't want anyone else to know yet," he reminded me. And he was right: I wasn't ready.
"I'm ready now, but let's do it tomorrow when both our groups are supposed to meet," I decided. I now wanted my group members and the SHINee members to know about this. I didn't want to hide our secret anymore.
We were together for 2 more hours and then we both went back to our separate dorms. He left me with soft kiss on my lips. I arrived to my dorm quickly after Taemin left. I saw that everybody was still asleep and went to change my clothes and crawled into my bed to sleep, as if I hadn't ever been away.
Angel's POV:
I heard my phone ring and after I picked up my phone, I saw that it was my mom who was calling me. I accepted the call and started a conversation.
"Angel honey, we saw your performance last night. You were amazing," was my mom's first comment. She never uses honorifics when she talks with me. She isn't Korean, but rather, my dad is. My mom never starts off with a "Hello", so I'm not surprised.
"Hey mom. Thanks. We tried our best," I said smiling to myself. My mom has always encouraged me.
"Do you have any time today? I would like to go shopping with you," she asked me. I thought. Of course I had time. But only until 6PM, when we had to go train again.
"Yeah, mom. I have a few hours. Sure, I want to meet with you. Come to our dorm and pick me up," I said to her.
"Sure, I'll be there in half an hour," she replied and ended the call. I went to wash up quickly and changed my clothes. She was in front of our dorm after exactly 30 minutes. I sat in her car and put my seatbelt on. Mom started talking about random things. She told me about my father and grandparents. And about my older sister, Christina. She told me that my sister was going to have a baby boy soon with an American guy.
We spent 2 hours to buy new things for the both of us. After that, we went to the cafeteria. Both of us chose ice-cream cocktails. After a few minutes, I saw Ellie and Mika coming into the cafeteria. There was another girl together with Mika. And I was about 100% sure that she wasn't Nana. I saw how Mika looked this girl and quickly understood: They were a couple. But why hasn't Ellie told anything to Nana, to us?
Soon, I left the cafeteria with my mom and I was sure that Ellie hadn't seen us leaving.
I told my mom that I was tired and that I needed a few hours to sleep before the girls and I were going to train. She drove me to my dorm and left me with soft hug. I love my mom.
Sujin's POV:
I woke up at 3 in the afternoon when Nana woke me up, telling me that it was too late to still be sleeping. We started making lunch for us and danced to the radio. After eating, we started playing board games. I lost twice while she only lost once.
We had much fun together. Talking about love, songs, and everything else. This made us more close to each other.
We then started talking about our past. She knows that I led a hard life, when I had lived in China. I definitely wasn't from one of the richest family. I lived for a long time with my grandma who raised me well, but she wasn't able to take care of me for long. I was 14 when she died and somebody found my parents. I started living with them, even if I was angry with them for leaving me like this. My granny couldn't protect me anymore, so, every time when I received a 3 out of a 5 from a lesson, my mom hit me. I had to end school with the best marks. But I knew I wasn't smart enough.
I left for Korea immediately when i reached the age of 18 and that is the only thing in my life that I don't regret.
My relationship with Nana became better. We played a lot of games and for most of them, I lost. I guess I'm not a very good gamer.
Nana's POV:
I was up just a few minutes before the clock showed 2PM. I went to take a shower and to change my clothes. Then I read a book and when the clock showed 3, I told Sujin to wake up. We started cooking and dancing to the songs played on the radio. We then ate and later started playing board games. We conversed about everything, and I felt like we got closer. And I knew that I could trust Sujin.
Ellie's POV:
It was already 1PM when I had woken up. I was really tired because we had 2 shows earlier today. But I had to wake up now because I had promised Suhoon to meet his girlfriend, Phyllis, or Lizzy, as she liked to call herself. My brother told me that she was going to debut with her group next month. I already had met her two dongsaengs, but I never had chance to meet her. But meeting her in this situation... seeing not Nana, but her as my older brother's girlfriend is very sad. But maybe she's cool and I could talk with her, and maybe Nana and Suhoon could be friends.
I went to shower and dressed myself up. Short, white pants and a white top. I found a black jacket and asked Angel to give me her beautiful, white high heels. Sujin let me borrow her black bag, and I put some things on it and went out. I took a taxi and told the driver the address of a cafeteria, where I had planned to meet with my brother and Lizzy.
I was in front of the cafeteria when I saw them coming as well. I smiled and shouted,
"Hey Suhoon!" They came to me and I bowed 90-degrees. Lizzy was smiling.
"Hello, I'm Suhoon's younger sister, Minhee, or you can call me Ellie," I was smiling at her.
"Hey Ellie. I'm Lizzy. Or Phyllis, call me what you wish. I'm Suhoon's girlfriend." She bowed to me as well.
"Well, let's go in then," Suhoon said after a short pause and we all went into the cafeteria. Since I didn't eat anything before leaving the dorm, I took a salad and a glass of juice. They both ordered hot chocolates.
We talked a lot. Lizzy told me about her past. She really loves her parents and told us many good things about her. She even told me more about her group and asked me to support them. I started liking her more and more. But not more than Nana, who has to suffer because my brother told me to not tell anything to my unnie.
I left after they both told that they had to go. I went back to the dorm and realized that it was past 5PM already. The girls then told me that we had to go to practice. I changed my clothes quickly and then we left.
Yerin's POV:
I left the dorm before the girls could wake up. I didn't want to tell them that I was going on a date because I wasn't ready to tell them who I was dating. Since Nana is the leader, I'm sure she would be curious.
It was only 8AM and I was sitting on the park bench, waiting for him to come. After a few minutes, he came carrying flowers. He gave them to me and hugged me. He took my hand and we started walking.
"You know, Taemin, that I should tell my unnies and that you should tell your hyungs that we're dating," I was telling him when we stepped out of the park.
"Well, you know I want to tell my hyungs about you already. How we met 6 years ago and how much we love each other. You're the one who doesn't want anyone else to know yet," he reminded me. And he was right: I wasn't ready.
"I'm ready now, but let's do it tomorrow when both our groups are supposed to meet," I decided. I now wanted my group members and the SHINee members to know about this. I didn't want to hide our secret anymore.
We were together for 2 more hours and then we both went back to our separate dorms. He left me with soft kiss on my lips. I arrived to my dorm quickly after Taemin left. I saw that everybody was still asleep and went to change my clothes and crawled into my bed to sleep, as if I hadn't ever been away.
Angel's POV:
I heard my phone ring and after I picked up my phone, I saw that it was my mom who was calling me. I accepted the call and started a conversation.
"Angel honey, we saw your performance last night. You were amazing," was my mom's first comment. She never uses honorifics when she talks with me. She isn't Korean, but rather, my dad is. My mom never starts off with a "Hello", so I'm not surprised.
"Hey mom. Thanks. We tried our best," I said smiling to myself. My mom has always encouraged me.
"Do you have any time today? I would like to go shopping with you," she asked me. I thought. Of course I had time. But only until 6PM, when we had to go train again.
"Yeah, mom. I have a few hours. Sure, I want to meet with you. Come to our dorm and pick me up," I said to her.
"Sure, I'll be there in half an hour," she replied and ended the call. I went to wash up quickly and changed my clothes. She was in front of our dorm after exactly 30 minutes. I sat in her car and put my seatbelt on. Mom started talking about random things. She told me about my father and grandparents. And about my older sister, Christina. She told me that my sister was going to have a baby boy soon with an American guy.
We spent 2 hours to buy new things for the both of us. After that, we went to the cafeteria. Both of us chose ice-cream cocktails. After a few minutes, I saw Ellie and Mika coming into the cafeteria. There was another girl together with Mika. And I was about 100% sure that she wasn't Nana. I saw how Mika looked this girl and quickly understood: They were a couple. But why hasn't Ellie told anything to Nana, to us?
Soon, I left the cafeteria with my mom and I was sure that Ellie hadn't seen us leaving.
I told my mom that I was tired and that I needed a few hours to sleep before the girls and I were going to train. She drove me to my dorm and left me with soft hug. I love my mom.
Sujin's POV:
I woke up at 3 in the afternoon when Nana woke me up, telling me that it was too late to still be sleeping. We started making lunch for us and danced to the radio. After eating, we started playing board games. I lost twice while she only lost once.
We had much fun together. Talking about love, songs, and everything else. This made us more close to each other.
We then started talking about our past. She knows that I led a hard life, when I had lived in China. I definitely wasn't from one of the richest family. I lived for a long time with my grandma who raised me well, but she wasn't able to take care of me for long. I was 14 when she died and somebody found my parents. I started living with them, even if I was angry with them for leaving me like this. My granny couldn't protect me anymore, so, every time when I received a 3 out of a 5 from a lesson, my mom hit me. I had to end school with the best marks. But I knew I wasn't smart enough.
I left for Korea immediately when i reached the age of 18 and that is the only thing in my life that I don't regret.
My relationship with Nana became better. We played a lot of games and for most of them, I lost. I guess I'm not a very good gamer.
Nana's POV:
I was up just a few minutes before the clock showed 2PM. I went to take a shower and to change my clothes. Then I read a book and when the clock showed 3, I told Sujin to wake up. We started cooking and dancing to the songs played on the radio. We then ate and later started playing board games. We conversed about everything, and I felt like we got closer. And I knew that I could trust Sujin.
2.
Sujin’s POV.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ said Ellie, our maknae, to her older brother. In her expression you could see how much she adores him. I only smiled for a second and continued to do the things I was doing before – watching our debut song words one last time before our debut. I was really nervous and if I didn't check them again, everything could go wrong.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.’’ He smiled to all five of us and we thanked him. He had helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow. We were so thankful for everything he has done for us. Not only him, but also the other DaeGukNamAh members, too. We were thankful to all of them for helping us with everything.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ he hugged his little sister and left. All four of us saw how sad Nana’s expression was and she knew that all she had to do was to go and tell him how strong her feelings to him were, but she couldn’t. We all wished them to be together; they would make such a great couple.
We soon started dancing again. We did it about 5 times, again and again, to be perfect for the next day. Tomorrow's shows decides whether we have enough fans to go on with our group. I hope we do, because we really don’t want to be a group that will disband after its first live performance.
We were all really tired so we sat down to take a 10-minutes break. We were all thinking about something. I thought about tomorrow: it was going to be a big day. Yeah, we all have done live shows before, but not as a group where we have to be singing and dancing all together at the same time.
Suddenly, Nana threw a bottle of water at each of us and we thanked her. The bottle was almost empty when I stopped drinking, and then we realized that 10 mintes has passed, so we resumed practicing.
Angel’s POV.
I was listening to our songs and suddenly saw Mika smiling at us. I didn’t know why he was smiling, but I smiled back. He was talking with Ellie about something, but because I was listening to my music, I couldn’t hear what they were talking about. Then I saw him leaving and how sad Nana’s face was. I wanted to hug her but I couldn’t because it was her own fault; she has to tell Mika how she feels about him.
Ellie came to me and told me to take off the headphones because we were going to start practicing again. I turned my music off and stood up. We did some bending and soon started to dance. I think everybody did well, even if we are really nervous.
We practiced our dance about 5 times and then decided to take a 10-minutes break. We sat down and everybody was quiet. At first I thought everybody was thinking about tomorrow, but then I saw Nana’s face and how much pain she was in. Not physical pain, but mental pain. I could see it on her face. She was suffering, but she knows that she could end this by telling Mika how she feels.
Ellie’s POV.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ I said to my older brother, Suhoon. We made deal that he would never call me Ellie as long as I never called him as Mika. I was smiling at him; he was the best brother anyone could wish for.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.” he smiled at all five of us and we thanked him in return. He helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow. Not only him, but also his brothers from DaeGukNamAh too. We are really thankful to all of them. They know how we feel. It’s a little bit more than a year now since they had debuted, but they still remember this nervous feeling what they had before their first performance.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ he hugged me softly and left. He was lying about the boys. They are not waiting for them. Rather, his girlfriend is. He said this only because I told him that Nana likes him and she doesn’t know that he already has someone he loves. I told Suhoon that he should talk to Nana about this. I don’t want to see my unnie suffering, but he thinks it will make everything go down. He thinks it will break her. I think the same way, but she needs to know not to suffer until the truth comes out. Someday she has to know. And I hope that time comes better sooner than later.
I told Angel that we should start dancing again and so we practiced our choreography about 5 times. By the time we decided to do 10-minutes break, we were totally breathless. We fell deeply to our minds but after about 8 minutes, Nana threw us bottles of water. My bottle was empty in half a minute. I was sweating so much that I needed a lot of water. Then we realized that it was already time to start practicing again.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ said Ellie, our maknae, to her older brother. In her expression you could see how much she adores him. I only smiled for a second and continued to do the things I was doing before – watching our debut song words one last time before our debut. I was really nervous and if I didn't check them again, everything could go wrong.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.’’ He smiled to all five of us and we thanked him. He had helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow. We were so thankful for everything he has done for us. Not only him, but also the other DaeGukNamAh members, too. We were thankful to all of them for helping us with everything.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ he hugged his little sister and left. All four of us saw how sad Nana’s expression was and she knew that all she had to do was to go and tell him how strong her feelings to him were, but she couldn’t. We all wished them to be together; they would make such a great couple.
We soon started dancing again. We did it about 5 times, again and again, to be perfect for the next day. Tomorrow's shows decides whether we have enough fans to go on with our group. I hope we do, because we really don’t want to be a group that will disband after its first live performance.
We were all really tired so we sat down to take a 10-minutes break. We were all thinking about something. I thought about tomorrow: it was going to be a big day. Yeah, we all have done live shows before, but not as a group where we have to be singing and dancing all together at the same time.
Suddenly, Nana threw a bottle of water at each of us and we thanked her. The bottle was almost empty when I stopped drinking, and then we realized that 10 mintes has passed, so we resumed practicing.
Angel’s POV.
I was listening to our songs and suddenly saw Mika smiling at us. I didn’t know why he was smiling, but I smiled back. He was talking with Ellie about something, but because I was listening to my music, I couldn’t hear what they were talking about. Then I saw him leaving and how sad Nana’s face was. I wanted to hug her but I couldn’t because it was her own fault; she has to tell Mika how she feels about him.
Ellie came to me and told me to take off the headphones because we were going to start practicing again. I turned my music off and stood up. We did some bending and soon started to dance. I think everybody did well, even if we are really nervous.
We practiced our dance about 5 times and then decided to take a 10-minutes break. We sat down and everybody was quiet. At first I thought everybody was thinking about tomorrow, but then I saw Nana’s face and how much pain she was in. Not physical pain, but mental pain. I could see it on her face. She was suffering, but she knows that she could end this by telling Mika how she feels.
Ellie’s POV.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ I said to my older brother, Suhoon. We made deal that he would never call me Ellie as long as I never called him as Mika. I was smiling at him; he was the best brother anyone could wish for.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.” he smiled at all five of us and we thanked him in return. He helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow. Not only him, but also his brothers from DaeGukNamAh too. We are really thankful to all of them. They know how we feel. It’s a little bit more than a year now since they had debuted, but they still remember this nervous feeling what they had before their first performance.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ he hugged me softly and left. He was lying about the boys. They are not waiting for them. Rather, his girlfriend is. He said this only because I told him that Nana likes him and she doesn’t know that he already has someone he loves. I told Suhoon that he should talk to Nana about this. I don’t want to see my unnie suffering, but he thinks it will make everything go down. He thinks it will break her. I think the same way, but she needs to know not to suffer until the truth comes out. Someday she has to know. And I hope that time comes better sooner than later.
I told Angel that we should start dancing again and so we practiced our choreography about 5 times. By the time we decided to do 10-minutes break, we were totally breathless. We fell deeply to our minds but after about 8 minutes, Nana threw us bottles of water. My bottle was empty in half a minute. I was sweating so much that I needed a lot of water. Then we realized that it was already time to start practicing again.
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Yerin’s POV.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ said Ellie, our maknae, to her older brother. In her expression you could see how much she adores him.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.’’ He smiled to all five of us and we thanked him. He had helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ He hugged her little sister and left. I saw Nana who watched him until the door closed. She was a little bit sad, but we all know why – she is crazy about him. Mika was the only one who couldn’t see her feelings.
We started practicing our dance and after that, our debut song, for the last time before our big debut the next day. People are waiting for this. And how do I know? Angel and Sujin sang a duet about one and a half year ago for one CF, Nana is known for her rapping skills and so does Ellie. They covered Tasha’s song and I sang a song for one drama. People loved our vocals. I was meant to be a solo singer at first, but it changed 7 months ago when our new company owner put us together. And we worked it out.
Nana’s POV.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ said Ellie, our maknae, to her older brother. In her expression you could see how much she adores him. I was busy with preparing things so, I didn’t listen much about what they were talking before, but now I got the point.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.” He smiled to all five of us and we thanked him. He helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow. We all are really nervous and we can’t say who is more, who are less. It’s our first time singing all together, as one. We all five have sing solo song before, alone or with someone else, but not as a group. We already want to know what people are thinking our debut song.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ he hugged her little sister and left. I stared at him until the door was closed. I was sad. I didn’t want him to leave, I didn’t have any time to chat with him, but thinking of which, what would I say to him?
I turned our debut song on and took a deep breath. We started dancing, but every second I felt I was doing wrong. Not with the dance, with Mika. My feeling for him makes me suffer. As much as I want to tell him how I feel, I can’t tell him, because it won’t be a good idea. Maybe he doesn’t look at me the same way I look at him.
After dancing for 5 times, over and over again, we decided to take a 10-minute break and sat down. We were all quiet, thinking about something. I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep but I know that I should be awake and cheer everybody up for tomorrow’s break in the big music industry, as a real leader should do. But I was too tired to say anything so I threw a bottle of water to everyone. The girls said thanks. We then realized that 10 minutes passed. We then resumed practicing.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ said Ellie, our maknae, to her older brother. In her expression you could see how much she adores him.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.’’ He smiled to all five of us and we thanked him. He had helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ He hugged her little sister and left. I saw Nana who watched him until the door closed. She was a little bit sad, but we all know why – she is crazy about him. Mika was the only one who couldn’t see her feelings.
We started practicing our dance and after that, our debut song, for the last time before our big debut the next day. People are waiting for this. And how do I know? Angel and Sujin sang a duet about one and a half year ago for one CF, Nana is known for her rapping skills and so does Ellie. They covered Tasha’s song and I sang a song for one drama. People loved our vocals. I was meant to be a solo singer at first, but it changed 7 months ago when our new company owner put us together. And we worked it out.
Nana’s POV.
“Oppa, wish us luck for tomorrow. You know that we won’t be seeing each other tomorrow.’’ said Ellie, our maknae, to her older brother. In her expression you could see how much she adores him. I was busy with preparing things so, I didn’t listen much about what they were talking before, but now I got the point.
“Good luck my princess, and good luck to you, girls.” He smiled to all five of us and we thanked him. He helped us so much for our debut, which is tomorrow. We all are really nervous and we can’t say who is more, who are less. It’s our first time singing all together, as one. We all five have sing solo song before, alone or with someone else, but not as a group. We already want to know what people are thinking our debut song.
“Well, I gotta go now. You know, the boys are waiting for me.’’ he hugged her little sister and left. I stared at him until the door was closed. I was sad. I didn’t want him to leave, I didn’t have any time to chat with him, but thinking of which, what would I say to him?
I turned our debut song on and took a deep breath. We started dancing, but every second I felt I was doing wrong. Not with the dance, with Mika. My feeling for him makes me suffer. As much as I want to tell him how I feel, I can’t tell him, because it won’t be a good idea. Maybe he doesn’t look at me the same way I look at him.
After dancing for 5 times, over and over again, we decided to take a 10-minute break and sat down. We were all quiet, thinking about something. I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep but I know that I should be awake and cheer everybody up for tomorrow’s break in the big music industry, as a real leader should do. But I was too tired to say anything so I threw a bottle of water to everyone. The girls said thanks. We then realized that 10 minutes passed. We then resumed practicing.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Introducion
Nana is 19. Real name is Han Nana and the second tallest (179cm) in the group. She is really flexible. She loves dancing and acrobatics, and also the main rapper in the group. Her dream is to become the best singer. She can talk several languages, including Korean, Japanese, Chinese and Vietnamese, and knows few English words as well. She is usually very quiet and loves being alone most of the time. But… aside from what her very-very close friends already know, Nana is really stubborn and sensitive, hard headed and gets jealous easily.
Sujin is also 19. Raised in China, bearing the name Chou Liling. Her Korean name is Han Sujin,and she’s the tallest (182cm) in the group. She is the lead dancer, and has very good vocals. She loves dancing the most. She can speak Chinese and Korean. Sujin is a very truthful person and can’t stand lies.
Angel is 18. Her name is Choi EunYoung but better known as Choi Angel. She is the shortest from the group, 163cm, yet she is the lead vocal. She’s from Canada. She loves singing and playing with her iPad. She is a bit sarcastic and says bad things about others, but everything she says involves the truth. She can speak English, Korean Japanese, and French.
Yerin is 16. Full name is Shin Stephanie. She is Korean who was living in America, but moved back to Korea. She has a very powerful voice. She’s quiet with strangers, but when you get to know her, she can be very loud! She’s 165cm. She doesn’t like wearing skirts and dresses, and only wears jeans. She also wears blue contact lenses, sometimes. Korean, English, French are the main languages she knows how to speak. But she knows a bit of Chinese and Japanese as well.
Ellie is 16. Her full name is Lee Minhee, but is known for her English name like Angel. Her brother is a member in the group called Dae Guk Nam Ah. She is the maknae in their group and is 174cm tall. She’s good at rapping, but she loves to sing so much as well. She is also a good dancer. She is always in a good mood. She never gets mad at anyone without a reason. She can speak Korean, Japanese, French, English, and Chinese.
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